Monday, July 30, 2012
Seriously, I dun know what to do anymore.. I try to be friendly with everyone, but in the end, I'm the one who get forgotten by people.. Maybe our mind-set is different but how could you... ... I am a very sensitive person, but no one notice about that... I am Unwanted... Forever alone, crying at the corner and no one cares...
8:00 AM sprinklinq love Y
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
I might look happy and alright on the surface, but how I really feel inside is not like that... I am a person that hurt easily, but no one know that because I am always smiling... I dun let anyone know that I'm sad, although people will ask me am I unhappy.. I acknowledge that I am a weird person... I wan people to know what I am thinking without me saying anything, even when I say the opposite thing, I wan them to realize it .. I just hope that there's someone will comfort me and listening to my complain when I need them, and tell me their problem and complain to me as well... This is the kind of person I really wan and is still finding...
6:48 AM sprinklinq love Y
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Living is really tiring.. When I was nice to ppl, they bully me. When I am striaght forward, they said I am sarcastic... I really dun know what to do... They think they know me, but actually they dun know anything about me. I really hate it when ppl ignore my call or msg, I oso hate ppl that break their promise.. Is it that hard to said you dun wan something, why must you last min then say you dun wan, dun you know that being like this, really spoilt everyone mood.. It hard to read ppl mind, I really wonder you like me or you dislike me... How I wish I can read ppl mind and heart...
6:31 AM sprinklinq love Y
Monday, April 16, 2012
I oso wan to meet new friends but all seem to be so distant... Trying to be friendly but in the end I'm still alone.. I wan someone to care for me, someone that willing to do anything for me.. Why ppl around me seem so happy but I can't? I wan to be alone and happy... I dun wan to care what others think about me but the problem is I can't... The briefing today really scare me out... I feel so stress and so unhappy right now... Why can't I be myself in school? I hate to act but the environment force me to do so... I'm so tired.. HELP!!!
6:16 AM sprinklinq love Y
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Human beings is a selfish creature, they only care for themselves... Words that they said sounded so nice, but if things really happened, they wouldn't even bother to save you... Who will really risk their life for saving you... There were only a few ppl will do that??? Most of the time we are blinded by the words they said, and ppl that really cherish you won't even say anything... However, their intention was always good... I shall see the true colour of ppl, and know who was the one I'm willing to die for... I shouldn't be so stupid... Wake Uppppppp!!!!
9:13 AM sprinklinq love Y
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
I feel like I'm a nobody to anyone... When they are in good mood, they talk to me in a funny way... However, when they became moody, they will just tell me I've no mood to talk right now, but do you understand how I feel.. Do you know that I'm not in the mood too, I just dun wan to show it out, cause sometime it hurts.. You just dun know me that well.. You only see the surface of me, that's not the real me... The real me was unpredictable, I'm always sad and upset... Every little things upset me, although it might be nth to you, but to me it was an important thing... I look happy everytime but I'm so tired of it... Do you guys understand or even try to understand me??? Seriously, someone that will truly care about me is not there... I shouldn't continue, if not I will burst out with tears...
11:20 AM sprinklinq love Y
Saturday, July 23, 2011
What kind of person I am? How I wish to restart my life... I'm not happy at all, everyday feel upset... One piece of the puzzle is missing... I scared of getting depression if this continued... I wan to feel the love I use to have.. Someone care and worried about me, the most important thing is they loved me... I'm so lost... Dark in the room all alone, this is what I feel now... Who can I say to? Who will comfort me and make me happy.. Last time there always be someone to make me laugh but now??? Although, we are close friends but I can't really speak my words out... What should I do???
10:23 AM sprinklinq love Y