Friday, April 22, 2011
My heart told me that I'm really upset... I just can't get any happier, but why no one knows... I'm just acting to be fine but why they can't see though it... Something tell me that I'm too noisy... I should just shut my mouth and listen to wat ppl say, and no matter how I feel about that event I shouldn't say anything about it... I might be talkative, but this is the way I hide myself... The more talk, the more I feel I'm useless... I'm a selfish person, all this happened because the only person I can trust in this world is myself... Everytime when I trust certain person, they will end up betraying me... I hate this feeling... Slowly, I start to trust ppl and now I become someone that I, myself, oso dun like... Wat should I do??? I really dun know... Can someone help me to open a path that walk toward happiness??? All I wan is being happy and ppl will not stab or betray me... I hate the world of humans...
7:34 AM sprinklinq love Y
Monday, April 4, 2011
I feel so sad and lonely... I know I had done something wrong but why she say words that is so hurting... Everyone will made mistake in their life, not like she is a prefect person.. Scold me until I feel so useless, you are just a nobody to me, who give you the right to scold me... I wan to become a better person... How to change myself to become a smart person... From today onward, I will not allow anyone to scold me like that... Although, I dun know I can do it for sure a not... I only know I feel so upset now... Bad day to began with... WTH... Feel so hurt...
3:28 AM sprinklinq love Y