LovE THE Time That we Are TOGether!!!

2011-07-27T09:13:00.000-07:00

Human beings is a selfish creature, they only care for themselves... Words that they said sounded so nice, but if things really happened, they wouldn't even bother to save you... Who will really risk their life for saving you... There were only a few ppl will do that??? Most of the time we are blinded by the words they said, and ppl that really cherish you won't even say anything... However, their intention was always good... I shall see the true colour of ppl, and know who was the one I'm willing to die for... I shouldn't be so stupid... Wake Uppppppp!!!!

2011-07-26T11:20:00.000-07:00

I feel like I'm a nobody to anyone... When they are in good mood, they talk to me in a funny way... However, when they became moody, they will just tell me I've no mood to talk right now, but do you understand how I feel.. Do you know that I'm not in the mood too, I just dun wan to show it out, cause sometime it hurts.. You just dun know me that well.. You only see the surface of me, that's not the real me... The real me was unpredictable, I'm always sad and upset... Every little things upset me, although it might be nth to you, but to me it was an important thing... I look happy everytime but I'm so tired of it... Do you guys understand or even try to understand me??? Seriously, someone that will truly care about me is not there... I shouldn't continue, if not I will burst out with tears...

2011-07-23T10:23:00.001-07:00

What kind of person I am? How I wish to restart my life... I'm not happy at all, everyday feel upset... One piece of the puzzle is missing... I scared of getting depression if this continued... I wan to feel the love I use to have.. Someone care and worried about me, the most important thing is they loved me... I'm so lost... Dark in the room all alone, this is what I feel now... Who can I say to? Who will comfort me and make me happy.. Last time there always be someone to make me laugh but now??? Although, we are close friends but I can't really speak my words out... What should I do???

2011-07-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

I feel so relieve when I was running in the rain... I feel so relax when I am walking in the rain... I love the rain but sometimes when it rains, I feel the pain in my heart... All the past memory just flows out like water, it just can't be stopped... Why am I keep looking back the past, I wan to stop these but my head just won't listen to me... I hate this..

2011-07-13T10:10:00.000-07:00

I feel despaired... No one could understand how I feel now... No matter how much I've complain, how much I've try to console myself, it just doesn't work.. I feel like crying out... Why can't someone just understand me... I hate my life now.. What's the point of living when I feel so painful while living... Why can't I be the way I'm, just like in the past... Someone please save me from the darkness... I can't find the path out of the darkness... Feel so sad, my heart feel so worn-out... I just wan to be happy again...

2011-05-03T09:59:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just wonder when can I meet a person that willing to risk his life for me... To protect me from all kinds of danger and make me laught when I'm upset, to be with me when I really need someone to talk and listen... Or someone who will console when I'm in troubled.. I just hope to find my true love... I think I watch too much of love drama, that's why I'm dreaming about all this, but who doesn't wan to meet his/her true love... Friends that I known seem to be leaving me, without any signal... Feel so lonely and sad... Rotting at home and no one even seem to care... I WAN TO START A NEW LIFE !!!!

2011-04-22T07:34:00.001-07:00

My heart told me that I'm really upset... I just can't get any happier, but why no one knows... I'm just acting to be fine but why they can't see though it... Something tell me that I'm too noisy... I should just shut my mouth and listen to wat ppl say, and no matter how I feel about that event I shouldn't say anything about it... I might be talkative, but this is the way I hide myself... The more talk, the more I feel I'm useless... I'm a selfish person, all this happened because the only person I can trust in this world is myself... Everytime when I trust certain person, they will end up betraying me... I hate this feeling... Slowly, I start to trust ppl and now I become someone that I, myself, oso dun like... Wat should I do??? I really dun know... Can someone help me to open a path that walk toward happiness??? All I wan is being happy and ppl will not stab or betray me... I hate the world of humans...

2011-04-04T03:28:00.000-07:00

I feel so sad and lonely... I know I had done something wrong but why she say words that is so hurting... Everyone will made mistake in their life, not like she is a prefect person.. Scold me until I feel so useless, you are just a nobody to me, who give you the right to scold me... I wan to become a better person... How to change myself to become a smart person... From today onward, I will not allow anyone to scold me like that... Although, I dun know I can do it for sure a not... I only know I feel so upset now... Bad day to began with... WTH... Feel so hurt...

2011-03-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

I feel really upset but no one I could speak my mind to... I do not know wat happened to me but I just feel sad... Maybe some part of me wan to hide from the real world... I cannot say that I'm use to the way of life now, but I can only say that it was really different from before... I really miss the time back in school and the time that my family was so happy and lively... Now everything seem worthless for me... I dun know wat to do with life... People I care for is leaving away from me... Friends that I treasure are going further away from me too... Feel so frustrating, I wan to vex my unhappiness somewhere... Seriously, this feeling sucks... Who can I talk to ?????

2011-02-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of the things in life... Everyday look the same without any changes... It makes me feel so sick of it... I just wish something special will happen in my life, just like a drama... Wish that something romatic and sweet will be happending in my life... I really wan to experience something crazy... Anyway, today went out with friends, this makes me feel a little happier as I can forget about things that I dun like for a moment... Hope everything can goes on smoothly... No matter wat happended, life will still be going on...

2011-02-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

I really wan to treat her good but sometime I just feel that she deserved wat she have done... However, I oso feel the guilty inside me as I should have dote her more and protect her in some way... I really feel so tired, I dun know myself either... I wan to be the kind of person that do things the way that I feel so... I feel so tired...

2011-02-18T05:40:00.000-08:00

I feel hard to breath in the real world... I oso wan to experience romatic and sweetness in life but I can't find it... Suddenly I felt that my life is not as happy as it was before.... Freinds leave me one by one... I'm left all alone... During school time, there were brother, sister and maybe even mother, like a friends of family that play and laught tgt... Care and support of one another but now everything had gone... It seem to be dissappearing just so easily... The relationship was so wake when we are parted... I'm really tired... Tired of trying... I really hope that I can stay in the story that I wanted to be in...

2011-01-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

Dun promise others when you can't even do it... I hate ppl to break their promises, except those ppl that really have some more important and have no choice but to break the promise that they had made... However, if it was a lie then that person really terrible... Especially those kind of ppl that actually promise others and in the end say when did I promise you this thing... OMG... That was the worst... Really hate liar...

2010-12-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

I wan to play sport so badly but no one wanted to accompany me to play all the sport I wanted to... Why can't I have a friend that is totally so cool that will accompany me and do all the thing that I wanted to do... Even it's silly, they will still accompany me... No matter wat happened, they also will accompany... I just can't find this type of person... Will I be able to meet someone like this in my life??? Really is a question....

2010-12-22T07:42:00.000-08:00

When can I find someone like that... Someone that will not hid any secret from me... Someone that will give me all the love and care... I wonder when, someone like that will appear infront of me, in the real life... Maybe this type of person will not appear infront of me...

2010-12-21T07:04:00.000-08:00

Living in this world is so hard... No one can be trusted, no one can be believed... The only person that won't betray you is yourself... Life will be like that is all because of human beings... The greed of human make thing worst... OMG... Feel so helpless in the real life... Feel like staying in the world of animation... Everything can be so special and magical...

2010-11-14T19:35:00.000-08:00

Why is the world so unfair!?? Before exam, get scolding... After exam oso get scolding... Promise ppl already then break promise... Say go somewhere then at the end cancel away... WTF... Everything just happened like that and I REALLY DUN LIKE IT.... SOOOOOOOOO ANRGYYYYYYY....... Wat to do, only can forget everything, if not I will die from unhappiness... Feel like going to other places... I wan forget every single little thing...

2010-10-05T07:20:00.000-07:00

Human beings did cruel things without knowing what they had done... I dun understand why is it so... Why can't we treat each other nicely and dun despite on each other... And can't you treat everyone fairly, you think treat one of them better, then they will be good to you... That where you're wrong, they will still say bad things behind your back, just that you wouldn't know it... People tell you secret and you go round telling others... What is this, if people treat you this way, you also won't be happy right... I just dun understand what people are thinking... If I know what they thinking, I think I can live better because I do not need to guess what they are thinking... HUMANS BEINGS IS SOOOOOO CRUEL..... I just wan someone to care and be nice to me... Sobsob...

2010-10-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

Blaming everything to myself... People might see no different as I dun express my sadness out... I dun wan people to see my loneliness... I'm just waiting for my Mr Right to save me out and bring me to another world that I can only feel happiness.. I really dun wan to be lonely... I'M TIRED... REALLY REALLY TIRED.......

2010-10-02T08:51:00.000-07:00

I feel so sad now... My heart is aching and feel like crying.... Sometimes, I feel that my heart is bleeding... However, no one will ever notice it... People always said that when I'm feeling down or something happened to me, can ask them for help... But when it really happened, I'm the only one that can save myself... Feeling happy and sad within me... Dun know wat am I doing too.... ARH~~~~~

2010-09-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

A lot of things happened recently... Sometimes, I feel so trouble but I can't do anything about it... I really want to work hard in all the things that I'm involving in... I just can't control myself... I once think of forget everything, including who am I... I know my thinking is wrong but it just can't be helped... I want to control what I'm thinking, I wanted to stop all the negative thinking and unhappy events that had happened... I just feel that no one can really understand me, sometimes I hated human beings... I wonder why I was born in earth and not other planets... Maybe I will have the same problem even I'm in other planets... So I decided not to think too much, and put efforts in the things I wanted to do... Hope I really can do it... JiaYou to myslef... LOL...

2010-08-06T08:57:00.001-07:00

Today went to school and celebrate national day... The concert was bored... I rather having lesson than sitting in the hall and doing nth... BORING... After school, went home straight... Playing game whole day long and watching show till mid-night... OMY... I dun know wat I'm doing, shouldn't I be studying at this kind of moment!? I oso dun understand myself... Feel so guilty but cannot stop myself doing all these stupid thing... Anyone can help and stop me... I think the one can save me is myself... LOL... Is so hard to live in the this type of world... SobSob...

2010-07-16T09:09:00.000-07:00

I like these words...
It say about relationship between some of the couples that i have seen...
Maybe included... ....

It started like these:

Do you happen to remember that day?
That first day we met?
I still remember it the promise you made to me...
That you will only care for me...
That you will only protect me...
That you will only love me...
I believed your lies, i believed it...
Did you really love me?
That's a question...

I think guys will sweet- talk to a girl that they wan to chase by those words, but in the end, every words that they said became lies...
They just break all those promises...
Words that they said cannot be trusted?
Maybe its truth......

2010-07-13T07:06:00.000-07:00

We only need 3.3 sec to say I love you.
We can delete five msg in 4 sec.
Not saying I Love You to those you love might make you regret in some other days.

珍惜你身旁的人不要在未来后悔.... .....

2010-07-12T06:00:00.000-07:00

Everyone is important to me.
But is it that i'm important to them too?
That's really a question that everyone wan to know...
And even me, myself wan to know...
Wat is importance mean to everyone?
Do ppl really knows...

2010-07-10T06:03:00.000-07:00

I wan to forget ppl that treated me badly.
I wan to forget ppl who dun like me.
I wan to forget all the unhappiness that happened.
But it's really hard to forget all these. Maybe it was impossible.
Dun know wat should I say.
Dun know wat should I do.
Everything just can't go the way i wanted it to be.
Whatever, it doesn't matter already. Maybe life should just carry on without asking question.

私はばかだ !?

2010-07-03T07:12:00.000-07:00

Why are we born in this world? What's the aim of living? Sometime, i really dun know why are we in this world for... What people see on the surface might not be the truth, and all the human beings is just hiding secret from one another... Why can't they say what they like and what they dun like... Is that really so difficult... Open your heart more to people and you can see a different angle of this world... Although, i dun really like it, but overall it quite a cool world... At least i'm happy that i was born and can meet my family... hahaz.... Hope can be cheerful and happy forever...

2010-07-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

Have so many feeling in me, wanted to express it out but just dun know how to release all these feeling... Actually everyone wanted people to care for them and everyone wanted to be loved... However, over care or kind to that person might cause misunderstanding... But sometimes, i just wanted to know more about people... Did i do something wrong, i really dun understand... Anyway BE HAPPY DUN WORRY, that's the best... Who care what ppl said, that their mouth.. hahaz...

2010-06-13T06:26:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of living... Inside my heart, keep having a kind of stress that i oso dun know how to explain it... I just wan to release that stress out but the problem is no matter how i try, it was useless... Maybe one day someone can help me out??? Crying somewhere when there was no ppl and hide at a dark space, that might be the best way... It had always been the same... Use to it already, wanted to change but...... Nvm, surface be the same can already, although it was tired... hahaz... Izzit stress that causes this!? No one ever know the answer...

2010-06-11T07:41:00.000-07:00

Today go out with friends... Although, we walking around and dun know where we wanted to go, but it was still fun... Tomorrow is Saturday, maybe i should stay at home and rest... hahaz... For so many weeks, i'v been going out almost everyday, it really tired me out... Its time for resting...

2010-06-10T07:51:00.000-07:00

I really hope that some part of my memory can be gone... I dun wan to rmb all these unhappiness... It really upset me... I wan to forgot everything....

2010-05-31T05:10:00.000-07:00

Life is really boring... Huamns being only will think of themselves first and not the others first... Today finially finish my O-Level MT paper, happyhappy... hahaz... Finding someone that i can really share everything with, maybe in my whole life i oso can't find this person... Anyway life will goes on, with or without that person... Maybe i should learn how to let go things... No matter wat happended, i must know how to face it... Maybe that's my aim in life!?

2010-04-25T06:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was JO's brithday party, it's really fun... hahaz... However, fun thing ended very fast, and tomorrow is english paper... The subject that i was afraid of.. WTH... Hope the paper can be easy, if not i'll be dead... hahaz... Forget it, everything will be fine... ALways BE haPPy...^^ Wahahaz...

2010-04-17T09:51:00.000-07:00

Today go out with friends... It was quite fun... However, after tooday, i need to study very hard for my coming mid-year... Really no comment about myself, everyday only think of playing... I really must work hard now... BORING...

2010-04-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

Today lesson ended very fast... Tomorrow going out with friends, hope to have lots of fun... hahaz... These few week, my mood swing and mainly my mood was not really good as i get irrated very easily... I oso dun know the reason why... Maybe something just make me feel uneasy... I just wan to have a peaceful place for me to hid when i wan to relax... I just wan to be alone, why can't you understand... Why you make me feel that you're soooooooooo irrating... I just need sometime to cool myself down...>.< I WAN TO HAVE PEACE...

2010-04-08T05:53:00.000-07:00

Today school was okay... However, the 青春开讲 is really bored... Staying there is a waste of time... WTH... Make me waste my precious time... LOL... After all that, Mu Xian and I went to bubble tea shop... We sat there and chit chat... Chatting with her was so relaxing lol... hahaz... Hope we could chat like that again... ^^

2010-04-07T05:45:00.001-07:00

I wan go out and play all day long.... Mid-year exam is coming, and i haven't prepared... Less than one month to mid-year exam... OMG... Hope to pass all my subject... Life is not only boring but oso complicated ... LOL...

2010-03-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

Suddenly, i feel like collecting all the anime that i really like, and oso buying drama show that i feel like watching again... Anyway, I JUST WAN TO COLLECT ANIMATION!!!!! Wahahahaz.... It's time for me to study, boring... Which world would you rather be choosing, a scary world or a boring world !? hahaz...

2010-03-18T08:58:00.000-07:00

Everything that you guys told me izzit a lie or it's true... Thing that i believe suddenly changed... Alot of thing in my mind right now, dun know how to cope with it too... I really dun know who to believe now... Everthing ppl said is not just lying right... I really hope it was not... I dun wan to go school, boring...

2010-03-08T02:41:00.000-08:00

Mid-year exam coming soon... Fail some of subject during term 1... I think i must work double hard to get some improvement in my work... I dun know why, ppl like to tag stupid thing at other's ppl blog, maybe they have nth better to do... It's really irrating, so stop it...

2010-02-05T06:06:00.000-08:00

I really dun know wat ppl are thinking... I try to guess but i still dun understand wat they are thinking.... Maybe i'm too stupid, that why i dun understand them... I'm wondering why human being cannot stop breaking their promises... And all human being in this world are almost the same throughout... I just want to meet someone that will not ever betray and would not lie to me... Is that soooooo difficult to find someone like that??? I really dun know who say one is the truth and who was just acting.... I put my heart into every friend, but did they doing the same thing as i did... I'm in a confussion....

2010-01-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

I really dun know how to express myself.... In some way, i'm lost inside myself... Sometime, i only can see darkness, and i can't find any soultion... These few days, i've been irrated by something and even someone... It soooooooooo irrating... In this world, everybody do lie before, but pls do not become the greatest liar in some ppl heart....

2010-01-25T06:11:00.001-08:00

Who you think you are... You think you can control my life, wait forever oso impossible... Stop all these stupid thing... Everytime say ppl childish, i think the most childish person is you... Dun think this world without u will be gone, i think without u this world would become a better place... Like to say bad thing behind others, why dun dare say infront of that person... WOW.... I think i must give u an award called: "THE BEST ACTING SKILL"... I'm saying the truth now, becareful of this type of person... And maybe all of us is one of the NOT careful person who step into the traps...

你以为而已, 但这不是事实.....

2010-01-24T03:19:00.000-08:00

If you're a liar then forever you will be one of them??? Can a liar be trusted, i really wonder... Hope one day they can stop lying and leave the group of liar... Everyone did lie before, but can the person say out the true... Maybe it was difficult but it can be done.... Anyway i feel that, human being was a funny creature, say thing that dun think in the same way as they tot... If they dun feel the same way as they tot, maybe they can just SHUT UP....

Suddenly, i LOVE this song called "生理时钟"........ FEEL so relax after listening to this song.... hahaz... ^^

2010-01-17T21:42:00.000-08:00

Now at airport, soooooooo boring... I wan play acarde at hk, dun know can found it there.... Seriously i'm quite excited now... Dun know can found the thing that i wan anot... Realx and have a nice trip, that my wish... hahaz... Hope can caught up all the work in school when i'm bck...

2010-01-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

YEAH, tomorrow i'm leaving Singapore... Going to MIA for 1 whole week, can no need to face all the stupid problem... GO AWAY PLS.... I just wan to erase all the unhappiness that i've gone through... >.<

2010-01-15T05:22:00.000-08:00

I'm leaving Singapore in a few days time... Hope everything will be fine and can goes smoothly... School was not that bad, just that the chinese teacher is really irrating... I just wan to have a peace and quiet place to relax and cool down myself... Where can i find this type of places, i really wonder... I really dun understand wat human being thinking... I really wish that i have a kind of power, that can see through ppl's mind... It's time to be serious...

难道你不觉得辛苦, 每天都要这样假装着.... 你不辛苦, 但我觉得很痛苦...

STOP IT ALREADY!!!

2010-01-10T05:03:00.001-08:00

This world is so complicated... I really dun know wat human being is thinking... Why can't they just express their own feeling... Liking someone or dislike someone, just say it out, dun act and hid the feeling... If we dun say it out, no one will know wat you're thinking... I really wan to meet someone that would not hid their own feeling, if dislike or even like, just say it out loud.... No one would blame them, but if that person is just acting to be friendly and behind ppl bck, they did something horrible, that kind of ppl is soooooooooo sux...

2010-01-02T06:35:00.000-08:00

Today busy for the whole day, and i'm tired now... Althought tired, but i still dun feel like sleeping... hahaz... Had lots of fun today... Today is the second day of 2010... WOW... Can't believe that school reopen too... Yeah, can see all my friend again... Quite sad that, cannot be in the same class as some of them, but mostly 4A4 ppl is in the same class this year... Unhappy because i haven't play enough, and i need to study for my O-level exam... Need start studying again, boring... Watching moive tomorrow, YES... hahaz...

2009-12-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

These few week keep going acarde and spent lots of money there... Now become very poor... Dun know why when i started working, i'll spent more money... During school days, i won't spent that much lol... Lalalalalalalalalala.... Watching moive tomorrow... YEAH !!!

2009-12-19T07:35:00.000-08:00

Yesterday got my result, although i've pass but i dun feel happy about it... Suddenly, i feel a stress coming from no where... I got 16 points for my n-level, but my parent dun seem to be that happy... Actually, i'm unhappy with my result too... WTH... I really dun feel like studying... ARH~~~~~~~~~~ FEEL STRESSFUL NOW....

2009-12-09T20:51:00.000-08:00

Everyday is soooooooo boring.... Everday doing the same thing... I'm so excited about my reslut, although i know i'll fail it... hahaz... Hope everything can go on smoothly, wish my dream will come true... Quite awhile didn't go out with my darling friend, but i think i'll be seeing some of them soon... hahaz... Left 8 more day and i can know my scary reslut... I wan to watch Avatar, waiting for 17 Dec... Arh~~~~~~ I'm super bored now.....

2009-12-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

Today, everything i do was not smooth, dun know wat happened to me... WTH... On my way back home, i take wrong train and alight at the wrong station... I really dun know wat wrong with me... Arh~~~~~~~~ I think i'm going to be crazy soon... LOL...

2009-11-29T02:08:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, went to watch "New Moon" and it was nice... However, i feel that twilight is nicer than new moon... hahaz... Dun know why, this few week i dam poor ... WTH... PPl keep saying that, i'm rich, but i'm not, okay... Tomorrow start working again, boring... LaLaLaLaLa~~~~~~

2009-11-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

Today reach home at 10pm plus, and i've bought a PUMA belt, got diamond on it... Nice & Cool... hahaz... Eat alot of food, scared will become fatter... I dun wan to gain weight... Anyway, tomorrow i'm going to watch new moon... Yeah... hahaz...

2009-11-23T06:07:00.000-08:00

Today Tze Hui and I went to AMK hub, as we going to watch movie... We watch " My Girlfriend is an agent "... Super nice and funny, must watch lol... Feel like watching again...hahaz... Before reaching AMK hub, saw Daryl in bus and... In AMK hub, saw him again... Long time no see... hahaz... After moive, we went to lane and had fun there too... Play 2hrs of lane, and reach home around 8.30pm... At home, i'm unhappy because from the morning when i was awake, i get scolding till the night... WTH... Dun know wat's wrong with her, today like crazy one, scolding me non-stop... I think if this continue, i'll oso become crazy... But overall, today was okay... Quite happy when i'm outside... Hope tomorrow, she will be normal... hahaz...

2009-11-20T07:17:00.000-08:00

Today went out with Tze Hui, Lay Lin and Mu Xian... However, we only meet Lay Lin for awhile becauae she wan to go home and have a good rest... After meeting, went to AMK... Mu Xian and I watch 2012, dam exciting lol... hahaz... We watch 5.25pm one, before that we have our lunch at mac and went for some shopping with Tze Hui... We acompany her untill the moive start, because she need wait for her sis at AMK too... Today saw mrs chan and her family too... Cool man... wahahaz...
And i wan to tell Tze Hui and Aaron that,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU !!!

hahaz...

2009-11-16T06:17:00.000-08:00

Actually, today wanted to spend the whole day at home, but Mu Xian suddenly called me... So, i acompany her to search for jobs... She ask alot of places, but only a few places ask her to leave her name and hp number there.... I think that person won't hired her, because too young plus no experience... hahaz... Tomorrow oso going out, but still not sure where to go... I'm excited because, friday, 25/12/09 is reaching.... Hope that day will have lots of fun... Yeah.... =)

2009-11-15T06:03:00.000-08:00

Friday, 13/11/09, went out with Jolanda, Si Min, Nick, Weijing, Lennard and Gerld... We went to ice-skate and have so much of fun there... After ice-skating, we went to Jo's house and had bbq... Although, it was a sudden decision... hahaz... I had lots of fun on that day, hope can go out again with you guy... It was really a fun and great day... hahaz... Anyway, i really hope that everything can go on smoothly between the four of them... hahaz...

Saturday, 14/11/09, went out with my whole family... Went to orchard, because feel like shopping... Maybe it was weekend, that why orchard had lots of ppl... Headache, because too many ppl... But overall, it was a great day... hahaz...

Sunday, 15/11/09, go comic shop and look for comic to read.... At home too bored, so go there and found something cool... Today was quite boring, but can have a great rest at home... Cool... hahaz...

2009-11-10T06:44:00.000-08:00

Everyday is so busy.... Tomorrow oso will be a busy day.... hahaz... I wan go fahrenaeit showcase, but dun know where to get those ticket.... And i wan to buy sooooooo many comic books, but no money.... Sian, must earn lots of money first.... Wait for me, comic books..... hahaz... Miss all my classmates, and miss the time we spend tgt in the calss, so much of laughter was gaven.... Thanks to you guy, cause you guy really bring lots of fun.... Boring lesson become so interesting, hahaz... Hope everyone will have another chance to meet each other again...

2009-11-08T04:46:00.000-08:00

Everytime only say that i cause her to get scolding, but u all got put yourself into my shoes and think for me.... If the person she make is you, then u would complain about it.... But if the person she make was me, then u only know how to scold me... WTH, SHUT UP.... Enough of all these stupid things, maybe i should just keep my mouth shut for all day long.... Would it be better??? Treat you all so good, but you all dun know how to appreciate it... All human being are the same kind, only will think of themselves.... When one day u feel it, then u would know how painful it is... No one will know the pain i'm taking now....
How nice it is, your dream may come true, maybe now is your chance...

2009-11-02T05:09:00.000-08:00

Quite awhile didn't post, because i'm too busy... hahaz... These few week were working and i finally can understand my parent... After working i wan to have lots of fun~~~~~~ Life are boring...

2009-10-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

Everything seem to change so quickly... Really miss the time that we were running in the canteen, playing basketball during P.E lesson, chating all kind of thing in the class... I really love my class because we put in alot of effort in it.... Last but not least, we really had so much fun and happiness in the class and even during lesson time... Our class had so many type of ppl in it, so much fun lol.... Inside the classroom, i feel so warm.... It just ended like that, say the truth, it was really not enough... I still wan to be with my friends and classmates.... LOVE OUR CLASS MOST, STAR OF A4....

2009-10-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

I'm bored.... No one can tell... Really need someone to cheer me up and make me laught like crazy... hahaz... Life is so~~~ boring... I'm tried of all this... Who can rescue me from all these... Bored to death... Wth... Whatever it is, everything had already over, can't we just be as normal as last time.... I wan to play and not working, because working is too boring...

2009-10-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

Today have class bbq and it was really fun... hahaz... Although, i keep fall down but everything is still very fun as the class is so united... PPl from other class like Lennard Chow and the Li Yang oso had came to our class bbq... I think they like our class too much, therefore they came... hahaz... 4A1 got very little ppl and 4A4 got alot... But around 8pm like that, our class became very little ppl and 4A1 have more ppl... The sky became darker and everyone suddenly gone mad, i think half of the reason is because if the beer... hahaz... Anyway it was really fun, and i hope next time we still will have this type of activity... I won't forget about my class, 4A4... We will forever be stars of A4...

2009-10-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

This time, maybe i should just give up... I've trying for so hard and so long, but in the end they just dun wan to understand me, then wat could i do.... Really had problem and need someone, but no one is there for me... Looking bck in life, i feel that all the memories that we had tgt were so great, but everyone seem to forget all this... I'm still keeping the happiness but i know that u all just hate me... Whatever it is, if u all wan blame me then i oso can't say a thing...

2009-10-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

I dun know how to walk the path of my life, i'm really lost... Wat i've tot and wat i've is really different... Maybe i did break some of my promises, but this doesn't mean that u all can treat me like that.... Treating ppl like this is really hurting, but maybe u all just wan to hurt ppl.... I really can't understand why human beings like to do all these stuff... They only know that other ppl had hurt them, but they dun know that they are oso hurting the others... When ppl are faking, they think that they are real... But when ppl are acting real, they just think that they are just faking.... I wan to know nth, so just........

2009-10-09T07:53:00.001-07:00

Today go k-lunch with mu xian, although we had only two ppl, but we sing untill very happy.... hahaz... After k-box, meet zq and three of us go bugis tgt... We go there shopping, and help mu xian find something.... Quite fun lol, hahaz.... We oso go walk there walk here, and walk untill ps... Play awhile of aracde then go take mrt... Reach hougang mall and shop around for a short while.... So fun.... Next time still wan go k-box, can sing till mad lol.... wahahaz....

2009-10-08T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today after my geo paper, i have a feeling that i'll flung my geo.... Study so hard for geo, but ended up dun know how to write.... Wth... I'm really bored now... Monday is the last paper, yeah!!!

2009-10-07T07:33:00.000-07:00

Just feel that everything had changed... I really dun know why become like this, i tot we did say before that be friend forever, but now i dun think we even look like good friend and how to be friend forever.... Can't we just be as good as before all this thing happended??? We use to be so good, but now we look like stranger... I had try to put back our friendship but now, i really dun know wat i could do... Who can teach me...

2009-10-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

Today having exam, i feel that the math paper 1 is quite easy... But still scared will failed... hahaz...

Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday to huiting, happy birthday to you.... YEAH!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEO HUITING!!!

2009-10-02T07:49:00.000-07:00

This year is ending soon.... N-level is on this coming monday... Everything ended so fast, suddenly dun like this feeling... I dun wan to ended so fast as i still wish to have more memories with my classmate and friends... I feel so weird, everything seem to go off soon... quite sad.... We will say goodbye to each other.... I would miss the memories that we use to have...

2009-10-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

我越来越不了解我自己，也越来越不了解你... Who are you? N-level is here, but still in playing mood.... Only have two word to said, that is "gone case"...

2009-09-29T06:29:00.000-07:00

Dun blame everything on ppl, maybe i've did something wrong but u oso did it too... I really dun know which one u say was true and which was fake... You say ppl give empty promise, but u oso break ppl promise, so wat is the differences... You dun know wat i'm thinking and i oso dun know wat u are thinking... Whatever it is, mistake that had done can't be undone again... If you think that i'm the one who was in the wrong, then just let it be bah... I've awake, and i'm back to my normal life... Just let everything be in the past... And just FORGET....

2009-09-27T01:04:00.000-07:00

Who will know my sadness??? No one will know even when i break down, i only can face all these myself... Crying at night, thinking of rubbish is a stupid way... 2009 is a year that had lots of stress and difficulties... I need to overcome all this problem, like that i can gain back my happiness... I must JIA YOU...^^ hahaz... I wan watch moive...

2009-09-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

When human beings did something wrong, they will put the blame on others but not to themselves... I dun understand why human beings is like that... If everyone admit wat they have did, i think the world will be in a peaceful manner.... WHERE IS MY PEACEFUL WORLD!!!

2009-09-24T06:12:00.000-07:00

I dun like the feeling now... Everything is so complicated, i really hate it... STOP!!! STOP!!! STOP WHERE YOU ARE NOW!!! Arh~~~~~~ I'm going to be crazy.... Just dun step over the line of friend... ROAR!!!

2009-09-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

I was wondering why our life is so complicated... Thing that had done can't be changed, words that we had say out can't be forget by the other parties... Sometimes, word that say out oso can't be forgive... So no matter wat we wan to do or say, we must think carefully... We must remember one thing, that is thing had be done can't be undone... A mistake is forever... They will be following u, no matter where u goes and no matter how long it has been... I wish i can go to a world of peace, a place in the anime or in the comics... In there, i can really find myself bck...

2009-09-22T06:36:00.000-07:00

忽然间，发现到你是不是在骗我 ... 我是不是还要在相信你? 如果骗我只是为了你自己，那我会对你很失望... I really dun like ppl to lie... Hurting ppl is not as fun as u tot of... Believe u or not, it a question now... WHatever it is, if u let me know that you're just using me, i will hate u....

2009-09-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

We cannot predict our life but we can control our own life... I wish i can forever had this group of friends and this kind of relationship between all of us... The bonding of friendship is good, and some can become my sis, and some become my trusted friends... However, inside this group of friends, some can't be trusted as they did betray me before... I wish the relationship between all of us would continue like that without any changes... No matter who is it, remember if u wan the relationship to last, then dun step over the line of friends or the relationship will change and won't goes in a good way... 友情是可贵的，不要毁了它...

2009-09-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

如果是真心的喜欢一个人，你就会希望你喜欢的人会一辈子开心和幸福... 喜欢一个人并不是要得到他，而是要他真的快乐... 真希望我可以一辈子都快乐...

2009-09-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

Haiz... No comment for everything... I think today i nearly bored to death... No matter how unhappy or sad i'm, i must try to get bck my happiness... I think i'm too emotional.... Arh~~~~ 烦死了...

2009-09-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

我很痛苦!!!! I really wan to went bck to the pass as there was no problem and conflict... In the past, everything was fine and happy. But now, everything had change and the way it goes was so wrong... WTH... Can everything restart even those ppl in my life, i really wish that we could be bck like the past. Can we??? And somehow, i realise that all these while i've being tricked by my trusted friend, i was really hurt by that person.... LOL... I should just reset everything inculed my heart and my brian... haiz, life was so stressful... And N-level is here... Arh~~~~~~ Really will break down, if it continue like that...

2009-09-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

Family and my darling sis, you're the best ,that wat i believe... Dun leave me and break my heart, k? hahaz... I wan to be bck in the pass where we are still the same... It the time to said goodbye as i'm going to leave... See u!!! ^^

2009-08-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

Today in school, after recess, we took picture in the classroom as we were bored. hahaz... today school was okay lol... After school, went to hougang mall to buy yaya's birthday present. I've notice something that, make me feel upset. I've learn that "good friend is forever, however it is hard to find a forever friend"... I was wondering, how long can our friendship last... Would it be like the same as the primary school friend? I dun wish this would happended... Can all of us last forever? It a question to all... Feel like eating ice-cream now... hahaz... BORING!!!

2009-08-29T21:07:00.000-07:00

Tear that dropped, no one will ever notice... Sadness that occur within me, only can keep to myself... Secret in me, cannot be share with anyone... Can we stop having cold war? I really dun like the way it is now. I feel very stress and unhappy... Actually i really wan to talk to u, but i can't because if i talk to u first, that mean i've lost this war. Not only lost as this oso meant that i was in the wrong... But i dun think i am wrong... Should i talk to u first? haiz... So fan...

2009-08-27T23:10:00.000-07:00

Today went out with Christine, Jolanda and Daryl, we go hougang mall to study chemistry... In school, Ms Tan scolded the whole class but anyway i didn't care much... hahaz... Sometime, i was wondering why ppl can changed within one day. Maybe they had something that make them just changed so suddenly... Everything changed so sudden... haiz... These few days, thing that happended was so suddenly... Have haapy and unhappy one... This week, i keep going out, i think i was mad... hahaz... For those who were unhappy, pls cheer up... If really feel that sad, just think of the fun thing that we had did, and dun think of all the bad guy... Jia you, support u... ^^

2009-08-25T00:01:00.000-07:00

Today school was alright, just abit of unhappy as ms tan scolded me cause of my result. I know i was in the wrong but she scolded me like i've failled all my subject... She's that kind of unfair teacher... I wan to work hard and get bck all my good result. STUDYING is the only way now... I've find out something and that was all human being is the same kind of ppl... Wat kind of ppl, that a question to found out... Sometimes, i wondering why we can't have a person that we dream of... It so difficult to find someone that i really do trust alots... Everyone was just a big liar as they only know how to say it, but they dun know how to do it... If u could say it then make sure u could do it, or else dun say it... Wat i've learn: "Try to ran faster and chase u up, but u move further away from me"... How could someone reopen their heart to the same person???

2009-08-24T05:43:00.000-07:00

What will happended if this prelim was my N-level. I really dun dare to think about it... Now i still in playing mood, how? I really scared of my N-level paper... Sometimes, i was thinking of the pass, when all of the senior are still there... Really miss the time we had spend tgt. Why everything had just gone? One-by-one beside me started to disappear... I really dun wan to lose all of u... Can all of u just stay where u are, dun leave me alone here... I'm really unhappy, but who can i share my tear with... Just can hide somewhere, when there was no one...No matter where i was, i must be happy, this is wat i have promise to myself. But i dun know if i could really do it... Everytime when things happended, i'll be no comment... Arh~~~~~~~~ I WAN TO Be PEACEFUL...

2009-08-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

Today go out with huiting and vivian... We went to amk and watch a moive called "the proposal". The show is quite funny and intersting... When the movie finish, we saw karen and gregory, they was so loving... hahaz... After movie, we went to clarke quay and buy bun, and sweets... hahaz... After that, we went to bugis and we saw guo xuan and zhi qiang... At night, we went to eat steam boat, i didn't eat but i did sat there and watch them eat... hahaz... At first, i feel that the place was quite smelly, but after awhile, it was okay... Around 8.30 plus, i left the place alone as they were still eating... When i was walking, suddenly i had alot of thought in my head... In the mrt, i saw someone i know, and i quickly hide, although i dun know why i need to hide from him... Abit funny lol, maybe i was mad... hahaz...

2009-08-19T07:39:00.000-07:00

The world is so unfair, why must the world be so curel... Nth right was going on... I think i would faill my prelim, study one didn't came out, the one that i didn't study came out... So upset now... I really scared that my POA would faill... Faill nvm, scared one is i only could get less than 10mrks... Arh~~~~ Why the paper so difficult... Stress... I learn that; "even you're not around, the earth would contiuned to turn without you"... Everyone should oso back to their life... I think all of us must be happy and dun worry too much... Wahahaz...

2009-08-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

I think most of the time, all of u are just lying to me... You, big liar =p. Hate u x5... Everytime bulff me... I wan a time machine because like that, i can go bck to pass and be as happy as before... However, i dun think that is possible...

2009-08-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

Everything in my life have changed... People around me have changed, enviroment around me is changing, even myself is oso changing... LOL... Sometimes, i feel that the one i'm now is not the real me... Why everytime when i start to believe and wan to treat the person well, they will start to disappear... I'm very sad, do u know that... Maybe God wan me to be lonely... Maybe i might look very happer & cheerful at the surface, but u will nv know wat i'm thinking... Say the truth, i oso dun understand myself, therefore i cannot expect others to know me... I'm tried of living in this world, God can u bring me to places that is peaceful and can make me feel happier... Why no one could understand and believe me... Maybe i really can't believe wat human being say...

2009-08-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

No one listen to me... No one understand me... Not even the close one know... Human being only know how to say the bad thing, and sometime abit of thing then they will be angry... Thing that happened to me, make me dun believe in anyone anymore.. No one could be trusted... However, sometimes i still believe in someone... Wish that the someone won't betray me like the others do... Human being is a funny creature in the world... Are human being worth to be believed??? I'm really curious... Can u be trustworthy??? Can i believe in u again???

2009-07-04T10:20:00.000-07:00

Everything has change, inculded the relationship between everyone... It not as good as the pass, and everyone was just like stranger... Do you think so??? When we meet each other, we won't even say a hiie, and we will just walk pass each other... You will ask other to but u didn't ask me to... Althought, we had been quite close to each other for a few years... Wat a sad thing... I think i must get use to be alone & lonely... And when that went on and on, maybe i become emo and won't be like the pass... Actually, i dun wan to short change myself... I wish i can be hyper all the time and be cheerful all the while.... But is that possible, i really dun know??? Who can tell me the ans? Maybe no one can ever tell me the ans me....

2009-06-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

These few day, i know one thing...
If u dun have a will to live, eventually u will die...
And maybe i should just die...
All these thinking just came out in a sudden...
All the stress oso came out in a sudden too...
I really dun like the way i'm now....
Who can save me when i have all these mind-set???
I really dun know wat to do...
TEll Me How???

2009-06-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

School reopen in few days time... Exams coming in a few months... I dun know wat to do, how? Wat is freedom all about? I wan to live in my own world when there is no exam & everyday will be happy... Everything NO COMMENT...

2009-06-19T07:06:00.000-07:00

I hate myself and i hate the world of ppl... I dun know why and wat happened, but i know i'm being dislike somehow... No one understand me and not even my family or myself... Secret that only can keep in my own heart... That was so stressful, when you need to heep everything to urself and no one to share with... I hate everything in this world... Why our world can't be the same as the animate world... Sometime, i even wish that i was not been born in this world... When you had a problem, there was no one to share with, that was so painful... If i can choose a different world, I would wan to live in a world that only had happiness and had no sadness...

2009-06-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

Why everything went so wrong... Even family oso like that.... Why everytime i was the one who get scolding? Why anything unhappy problem oso happended to me? Why Why Why??? One day i will gone crazy... I really dun wan these to happended.... I wan to went bck to pass when everything was alright, and all of us have no problem... When my blossom friend & true friend will appear? I wan everything was bck to the pass, when she still love me.... And abit of love from he.... And alot from them....

2009-06-07T03:44:00.000-07:00

During the 5/06/09, friday, many of us go to east coast park for fun... Christine, Jolanda, Prashanth, Vivian, Huiting, Kun mei, Zhi qiang & Karen, all of us went to east coast tgt... hahaz... In the bus; Christine, Jolanda, Prashanth & i play happy family... When we reach east coast, we went to play rollerblade and Jolanda ride a bicycle... But not all of them go and play as, Huiting, Karen, Zhi qiang & Kun mei didn't play with us... They went to arcarde and play themselves... That was the first time i play rollerblade, and i fall lots of time lol, i think more than 10 time... Dam pain de... However, on that day was very fun... If contiune to write, i dun think i can write finish... hahaz...